I can picture this in my head. For some reason this brings me complete peace. When I think about something that I’ve built from the ground up it gives me pride. From the colors on the walls to the decor that changes all throughout what is my house.  This place is a safe haven from all the negative walls that surround me. Each piece represents a place in the world that I hold to be very special. I look at the shelf that shines of brass and remember how hard my mother worked to obtain that shelf. Essential pieces that were passed down to me to remember each relative. As I enter the kitchen I am proud to hold family recipes that I can one day pass along to my child. Food that brought family together during holidays. Celebrations that will be thought of for years to come.

Are you the guest that walk into an airport , stare at every sign but still don’t know where to go?

Employee #1 How can I help you?

Guest : Where is Your Message Here Airline ?

Employee: Here is your ticket your seat is 4C and you’ll departing out of gate 25

Guest: I don’t know why I have seat 25 I requested row 4 .

Employee:

Employee: How can I help you ?

Guest: IDK

Employee:Where are you flying to ?

Guest: IDK

Employee: What time is your flight?

Guest: IDK My friend booked this ticket.

Employee: What airline are you flying on?

Guest: IDK

Employee: I’m sorry I don’t know how I can help you.

I live in this unique place where I’m the queen ! Is it unusual that I do not have a king? Not at all. See this queen knows she is to be admired, respected. This land is full of colors that burst into the air at the break of daylight. Smiles and Thank-you’s will fill your heart  each day. Your eyes will capture that unique look that fills your soul with gladness. Your heart is not hidden in my world. Your heart is displayed like a television for all to see. No hidden agendas or dishonest intent. Your Brain and your heart are connected so there are no mixed signals. Your word always will speak truth into the air and become an action. Who will fill your kingdom? Your children bear witness to your blessings. Every moment felt by your heart is saved like polaroid picture. All creative endeavors are your life’s work every person who bares witness to these things pay you from every smile, laugh, comment. Love and be Loved

For all the woman out there that have a hard time in this area as Michael Jackson said in his song, “You are not alone”, I am here with you LOL! I am still asking myself why am I in this category. When this topic comes up it just frustrates me. How many times have you heard people tell you that you are too difficult? Are you really difficult? Or is it something else? I come from the Generation X group. This means I’m not young or super old. I am old enough to still believe that men should open doors and pay for meals. I also believe that a man should be a good provider. In other words he should have a good job and be able to stand on his own two feet. Dating at my age sucks. With all the convenience of sexual images from the internet and cell phones this has brought the morality way down. Every guy nowadays doesn’t want it if it is not easy. They don’t expect to have to work for it. Date what is that ? You want to go out somewhere and talk! If you mention these things guys jump to the sexual side asking for the expectations of what this means for them before going on the date. What in the world is this? Why aren’t more woman upset at the fact that a man has no idea what your value is. Ladies continue to be who you are don’t change your moral standards because men are dumb. My next thought is when a man tells you he wants a good woman. Hmm he says the words but can’t support them with actions. Does he even know what a good woman is? He wants the nice and sweet, smart, independent but not too independent woman. She has to to be in shape and what he really means is skinny. Let’s be honest someone who is small does not mean they are healthy. As long as your skinny then he can say your healthy. It does not matter that you might do crystal meth or smoke 2 packs of cigarettes to stay that small. As long as your healthy (aka skinny). Remember how I said you can not be too independent? Well what that means is you just cant make more money than him. When you make more money it makes them feel as though they are less of a man. Why this is I don’t know. Finding a balance with all these different aspects is really hard. Or just finding a honest man period. A man that actually knows what he is saying or asking for is he out there?

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